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“OHHH FUDGE!” – Ralphie

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A Christmas Story is one of my favorite movies. I watch it faithfully every year at Christmastime. It still cracks me up – every. single. time.

I still have a few boxes of Girl Scout cookies on my kitchen counter so I decided to get rid of a box last night. I was very proud of myself for not getting rid of them by stuffing them in my face! I decided I wanted to try something different than I have done before. I find sometimes that incorporating the cookies into a recipe that cooks them can sometimes loose the flavor of the cookies, hence why I crushed some Thin Mints and topped gooey brownies with them and made Thin Mint truffles, both kept the integrity of the cookies.

In my area, Samoas are now called Caramel deLites. I knew I wanted to do something that wasn’t chocolate, but still played off the flavor of the cookie to enhance it. I decided to make caramel fudge and top it with chopped up cookies. I will tell you that I am not a great fan of fudge made with Fluff or Marshmallow Creme as I don’t like the texture it gives the fudge, but that is just my personal preference.

Ingredients:
9 tbsp. unsalted buter
1 14 oz. can of sweetened condensed milk
2 tbsp. light corn syrup
1 cup brown sugar
10 soft caramel candies
3/5 cup white chocolate chips
1 box Caramel deLite Girl Scout Cookies.

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Directions:
Melt butter in a sauce pan over low heat. While butter is melting, line a 8 x 8 pan with parchment paper, lightly spraying the pan and the paper with nonstick spray. Chop up 1 box of Caramel deLite Girl Scout cookies. Add in the sweetened condensed milk, corn syrup, brown sugar and 10 soft caramel candies. Stir over low heat until boiling, then simmer for 10 minutes, stirring constantly. It is very important to time this for 10 minutes – if you under cook this your fudge won’t set and if you over cook your fudge will crumble to pieces. Remove from heat and stir in the white chocolate quickly. Pour into the prepared pan and smooth over the service as best you can. Sprinkle over top the cookies and gently and carefully press slightly into the fudge so that they adhere when cutting. Try not to eat this entire pan in one sitting. Enjoy!

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Sweet Heat

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IMG_1625.JPGSometimes you just need to have a quick and easy, but extremely delicious and addictive, dish to bring somewhere – like to the couch when you are binge watching Netflix in your jammies.

This dish is bright in color, smells amazing and tastes fresh and delicious. With only six ingredients this recipe really packs in the flavor! I get rave reviews on this every singe time I make it. Enjoy!

Pineapple Salsa
Ingredients:
2 c. FRESH pineapple, diced – I usually just use one whole pineapple
1/4 c. cilantro, chopped
1/4 c. red onion, finely chopped
1 serrano or jalapeno pepper, finely chopped – I usually remove the seeds and stem
Juice and zest of one lime
1/8 tsp. sea salt

Directions:
Combined all ingredients into a large bowl and toss together. Use immediately or chill until serving time. Great with chips or on fish tacos!

Marshmallow Popcorn

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While shopping for a holiday party, my daughter and I were discussing her birthday cake and party. She had decided to have friends over for pizza, a movie, popcorn with candy and cake! We saw cute tall plastic bags that had printing to make them look like old style popcorn boxes and next to them we saw large plastic tubs made to also look like popcorn boxes. Inspiration hit and I knew I had to make a “popcorn cake!”

IMG_1463When thinking about making popcorn for the top I immediately thought of mini marshmallows. I bought a bag and went to work. I took each one and cut the top in a cross hair pattern about a 1/4 to 1/2 way down, which made them look like molars!! Not exactly what I needed for this cake, but who knows what I might need in the future!

IMG_1464I pinched the bottom where it wasn’t cut and twisted which made them puff slightly where it was cut. On some I pulled the cut ends a little more apart to give variation to each “kernel.” Grab a marshmallow, cut, pinch, pull, repeat. Once I had enough to create the illusion of a mound of popcorn, I added a layer of fresh buttercream to the top of the cake to ensure the pieces would stick to the cake. To give it some color I took some yellow gel food coloring and put some in a dish with a touch of water to make it easier to paint onto the marshmallows. I did try the liquid food coloring first, and even with water, it looked more orange than yellow. I randomly picked pieces to color, and the end result was amazing!

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Pomegranate Guacamole

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IMG_1289Ingredients:
5 avocados
Seeds of 1 pomegranate
2 tbsp POM pomegranate juice
1/4 c. cilantro
1 serrano pepper, diced (remove seeds and ribbing if you don’t want too much heat)
1/2 of 1 shallot, diced
Juice of 1 lime
Sea salt to taste

Directions:
Prepare avocados by removing dicing half and mashing half. Add in diced serrano pepper and shallot, and mix. Add in Pom juice and lime juice, and mix. Add in cilantro and pomegranate seeds. Add salt to taste. when covering, use plastic wrap to push down on top of guacamole so that no air pockets exist. This will keep it nice and green!

I absolutely LOVE this recipe. I actually prefer this recipe over my guacamole recipe that includes bacon!  This is such a refreshing and clean tasting recipe, and it’s under 10 ingredients!! I always joke that most recipes I make have under 10 ingredient, and a lot of times people don’t believe me. The green and red in this make it a great holiday dish, and it’s great to bring to any potluck or as an appetizer. Enjoy!

Friendship

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I hear her laugh and I immediately smile. I can hear the smile in her voice and even if I am not in sight of her, I know her smile is from ear to ear. I love that for every serious photo she takes there are 20 that have some goofy expression or her tongue sticking out. She is one of the most sincere people I have ever met and her hard work and dedication are to be admired. SHE IS THE BEST HUGGER EVER and her freckles … adorable!

When I found out Michele was engaged I couldn’t have been happier for her. She was absolutely glowing. I knew before she started planning that her wedding would be gorgeously planned and stunningly beautiful – she is a graphic designer after all – and I knew she would put that flourish into every part of her wedding planning.

During this time my relationship with Michele grew so much, we became more than just work friends. I went with her to see the wedding gown she had picked out and I watched her transform as she walked out with that gown on. I got to meet her wedding planner and shop for wedding decorations and ideas. My good friend and co-worker, Mariza, and I were asked to put our baking skills to the test; we were asked to bake for the wedding. Michele’s wedding colors were orange and navy blue, so we made blueberry cobbler and peach cobbler. Mariza and I spent several hours one evening testing recipes and coming up with a plan to feed 150+ people cobbler. The night before the wedding we went to Michele’s house and took over her kitchen! There are a handful of times I have made something and really poured my heart and soul into it, and this one of those times.

Mariza and I drove down the coast of Maine with my girls first thing the morning of the wedding so that the cobbler could be delivered to the venue before the celebrations began. We put our heads together and managed to fit many, many dishes of cobbler into the back of Mariza’s Jeep. Since we were early to the wedding and after sneaking peeks of the tent where the reception was being held- it was breathtakingly beautiful and elegant – we decided to wander the roads for a bit. We ended up in Blue Hill and we were pulled into the charming shop of Black Dinah Chocolatiers Tasting Room.

My girls were captivated by the amazing smells as we walked through the shop. There items for sale, along with goodies for sale. Mariza and I each decided on a molasses cookie half dipped in dark chocolate. I never would have thought of this combination on my own. It was amazing. That warm spicy flavor of the cookie, with it’s soft and chewy texture, mixed with the smooth and rich flavor of the dark chocolate. AMAZING! I was hooked.

My relationship with Michele continues to grow, like any great friendship does. Her outlook on life, her zest for enjoying what life has to offer, and her beautiful, encouraging soul has made me a better person. I love laughing with her, swapping random funny photos found on the internet, and watching her grow as a mommy to a beautiful baby boy, with the most adorable curly red hair. Thank you Michele for alway encouraging me and being there to listen. My courage to start this blog and let it take me where it may, is in part from you and your love! XOXO

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Betty Crocker Molasses Cookies
INGREDIENTS:
1 c. packed brown sugar
3/4 c. shortening
1/4 c. molasses
1 egg
2 1/4 c. AP flour
2 tsp. baking soda
1 tsp. ground cinnamon
1 tsp. ground ginger
1/2 tsp. ground cloves
1/4 tsp. salt
3 tbsp. granulated sugar

DIRECTIONS:
Heat oven to 325°F. In large bowl, beat brown sugar, shortening, molasses and egg with electric mixer on medium speed, or mix with spoon. Stir in remaining ingredients except granulated sugar. Shape dough by rounded tablespoonfuls into 1 1/2-inch balls. Dip tops into granulated sugar. On ungreased cookie sheet, place balls, sugared sides up, about 2 inches apart. Bake 13 to 16 minutes or just until set and cookies appear dry. Immediately remove from cookie sheet to cooling rack. After the cookies have cooled slightly I take a bag of dark chocolate chips and slowly melt them down. You can do this in 30 second bursts in the microwave or using a double-boiler on the stove. Just make sure to keep stirring so that you don’t burn your chocolate. Gently dip cookies half way  and place on parchment paper for setting. Try not to eat them all at once!

Grateful

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Chocolate on Chocolate cupcake

My birthday is just around the corner. I honestly don’t keep track of how old I am anymore, but I do know how old the girl’s dad is – so I subtract one from his age and voila, that’s my age. Birthdays seemed to stop being such a big deal for me after high school and then reappeared with importance once the girls were old enough to realize what birthdays are.

During high school birthdays were huge. We had a store near our high school that sold fun decorating items for all types of celebrations. We use to go and buy wired ribbon with stars dangling off and other accessories to make crowns for whomever’s birthday it was. Someone usually brought in some type of sweet too and lunchtime was turned into a mini party for you and your group.

Just like my mom did for me growing up, I now do for my daughters. They get to pick their sweet treat for school to celebrate their birthdays with their classroom. We are very thankful and lucky that our daycare is in a private home, and she always makes sure to make something special for after school snack as well.

Our children are definitely spoiled when it comes to birthday celebrations, but you know what? They so deserve it. Every other year the girls get to have a big birthday party with friends. The off years for those types of parties are full on family fun. The girls pick their dinner and birthday cake concoction. We have family come over for it and hang out. Ever since Kailee was four we have taken her to a show at the local theater for her birthday. We make it a little family event. The girls dress up, we go out to dinner and a show. These are some of my favorite memories, and theirs too.

My kids are amazing and I don’t just say that as a biased mom. I never realized how strict we seemed to be with our kids until they got to be school aged, but in a good way. They have respect for adults, their peers and each other. They are very kind-hearted and caring individuals with tons of love to share. We are constantly told how well-behaved our children are when they go to friends houses or from their teachers.

I am a firm believer that structure and discipline help children thrive to be the best they can be. My kids are examples of this. They love each other very much and are each others best friend. They are very caring little people who want to do good and see the good in this world. They make us proud each and everyday. They are amazingly beautiful inside and out. For this, and so much more, I am extremely grateful.

Chocolate Buttercream Frosting (MY FAVORITE)
6 tbsp. softened unsalted butter
2 2/3 c. confectioners sugar
1/2 c. unsweetened cocoa powder
1/3 c. milk
1 tsp. good vanilla

DIRECTIONS: Cream together the butter and sugar, add in cocoa powder, milk and vanilla. Mix until well combined. Keep at room temp. for easy spreading when frosting.

Betty Crocker’s Bonnie Butter Cake (MY FAVORITE)
1 3/4 c. sugar
2/3 c. unsalted butter softened
1 1/2 tsp. good vanilla
2 eggs
2 3/4 c. AP flour
2 1/2 tsp. baking powder
1 tsp. salt
1 1/4 c. milk

DIRECTIONS: Heat oven to 350 degrees. Grease bottom and sides of rectangular pan, 13 x 9 x 2 inches, or 2 round pans, 9 x 1 1/2 inches; lightly flour. Beat sugar, butter/margarine, vanilla and eggs in large bowl with electric mixer on low speed 30 seconds, scraping bowl constantly. Beat on high speed 5 minutes, scraping bowl occasionally. Beat in flour, baking powder and salt alternatively with milk on low speed. Pour into pan(s). Bake for 45 to 50 minutes if using the rectangular pan, 30 to 35 minutes if using the round pans, or until toothpick inserted in center comes out clean. Cool rectangular pan on wire rack. Cool round pans 10 minutes; remove to wire rack. Cool completely.  Frost with the above mentioned chocolate buttercream or your favorite frosting and ENJOY! 

Life is sticky, just like caramel.

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You can hear the crumble. Bit by bit, piece by piece. The sound echoing within the empty walls … the hollow finally showing it’s depth. During the day it is drowned out by the background noise of daily life. At night, alone in the dark, with nothing but your muffling sobs to drowned it out, the familiar shattering ensues.
It is one thing in life to know something. It is quite another to say it out loud. What makes it truly unbearable and downright full of shame and embarrassment is someone else saying it out loud. This is not the validation you want. This is not what you want to be recognized for or have attention drawn to. Yes, you know it. How can you not? You can “not” by ignoring it and acting as though it doesn’t exist. You have perfected the toddler mentality of if you can’t see it then neither can they. You know this isn’t true, but you still let yourself believe it. You have to in order to make it through. You tell yourself it isn’t that bad. That you can change it if you want to. It will be different this time. This is what has and always will define you, because you let it. Is it comfortable? No. Is it healthy? Hell no, and on so many levels. You know all of this … So does that make it worse? Does it make it worse to be an adult, know you have an issue and with a sound mind refuse to acknowledge it? Or is that the definition of scared? Maybe it is a fine line we walk between scared shitless and ignorance is bliss.
They say knowledge is power, so why after someone else tells you what you have known deep down in that hollow space, that you feel powerless and at your must vulnerable and/or shameful. How did you let it get this far. How did it domino so fast? Maybe you have to be so low you are forced to work up. Maybe you need to be scared so shitless that there really is only one choice … to move forward and to stare into the face of what ails you and tell it to sit down and shut up. The choice is yours and yours alone.

Salted Caramel and Chocolate Ganache Brownies.

Brownies:
Grab your favorite box or recipe (I love Betty Crocker’s brownie recipe https://havesweetswillshare.com/2015/09/03/look-for-the-signs/). Make per the instructions and let cool.

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In a large sauce pan combined 1 can sweetened condenced milk and 3 bags of Werther’s Soft Caramels. Stir until all caramels are melted and it is smooth and bubbly. Add 1/4 tsp. fine sea salt and stir until it is distributed. Resisit licking the spoon … the caramel is scalding hot! Pour this mixture on top of your brownies and set in the fridge sans cover to firm up.

 

IMG_0958Chocolate Ganache:
Keep in mind chocolate ganache (recipe in previous post here) needs to set at room temp. for about 12 hours to become solid and non-melting at room temp. If you make the ganache and pour it immediately over the brownies it will set up in the fridge but become very soft at room temp. I suggest letting the brownie and caramel set in the fridge while the ganache sets at room temp. After 10-12 hours you can beat the ganache with an electric mixer, just to make it spreadable and then slather it on.

Everyone has 10 minutes!

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 imageTrifle. A retro hodge-podge of goodness. Think of it as an “everything but the kitchen sink” kind of dessert. You can go elaborate or simple, all homemade, all store bought or a little of each. The mostly store bought or “left over” option can be done in less than 10 minutes!

imageThe trifle I made is layered with homemade whipped cream, Smucker’s Decadent Hot Fudge, Smucker’s Sea-salted Caramel, broken up brownies and Special K fudge covered pretzels.

You can use angel food cake, pound cake, devils food cake or any sturdy cake that can be cubed or broken without being all crumbles OR use your favorite Jell-O flavor made with the Jiggler recipe. Add some fruit or candy pieces or even pudding!! Drizzle on your favorite sauce toppings, add in some homemade whipped cream or Cool Whip and you have a stunning looking, mouth watering, crowd pleasing dessert.

The possibilities are endless and time is precious. Don’t fret when you forget you said you’d bring a dish to a potluck event or your kids class for a party. This dish will look like you slaved over it – even though you didn’t!! The crowd will love it and you didn’t have to break the bank or a sweat to make it; a win-win in my book. ENJOY!

Am I the only one?

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IMG_0963Peanut butter + Chocolate = LOVE for most people, but I am not one of them. I would much rather drag my celery sticks through thick and gooey creamy peanut butter or slather on some chunky peanut butter and raspberry jam onto toast for a great throw back sandwich.  Whenever I think of peanut butter cups I think of my brother, who is a peanut butter and chocolate lover, and “50 First Dates” with Adam Sandler and Drew Barrymore. “Want me to put some peanut butter cups in your eggs?” – https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4quLuThn_Sc I had intended to make these awhile back for a friend and his tattoo shop. They were doing a great donation night for Project Semicolon. Unfortunately I wasn’t able to go and support this great endeavor due to previous obligations with my children, but I was there in spirit (and still owe Sam some goodies!).

(null)Since I was going to be making quite a few of these in not a lot of time, I had bought pre-made chocolate shell cups. I do have a candy mold to make these by hand, but this was way simpler for the time I was going to have to make them. I bought three packages (about $4 each at Walmart) of ChocoMaker dessert cups. These cups come in two trays of six and unwrapped. There is no need to peel anything off these delicious Dark Belgian Chocolate cups. To make these from scratch you would  need a mold and tempered chocolate. These cups are so versatile. You can fill them with any type of ganache or cream, the possibilities are ENDLESS!

IMG_0957I made up a triple batch of chocolate ganache (ensuring I would have some leftover to make some goodies that I do like!). Ganache is so easy to make. It is my go-to filling for cupcakes and cakes. If you leave it out at room temp. it will set and can be used for a rich and decadent frosting. For a single batch of ganache you will need 1/2 cup heavy cream and 8 oz. of good chocolate chips – I used dark, and a pinch of salt and a tsp. of instant coffee granules.

 

IMG_0958Keep in mind, dark chocolate is easiest to make into a ganache and white chocolate is the hardest. I put all my ingredients into a pan and and stirred constantly until it was smooth, creamy and combined. Don’t let this mixture stand or it will burn; you need to keep stirring it. You can do this in a microwave by combining all the ingredients in a microwave safe bowl and heating in 30 sec. intervals and stirring throughly between each heating session.

IMG_0960After ganache was made, I set it aside off the stove to set slightly before using as my peanut butter cup topping. For the centers I used double batch of filling. For a single batch you will need 1 c. creamy peanut butter, ¼ c.unsalted butter, ¼ c. light brown sugar and 1¼ c. powdered sugar. In a medium saucepan over med. heat, combine peanut butter, butter and brown sugar. Heat until completely melted, stirring constantly. Pour mixture into a mixing bowl and add powdered sugar a little at a time. Mix on low until it is complete incorporated. Set aside and let cool slightly. I put this mixture into a disposable piping bag, which makes the process much cleaner and easier. Once the mixture is cooled, pipe into shells. You will need to flatten the top slightly and push it into any open gaps. IMG_0961IMG_0962

Then spoon on the ganache and smooth it out for a delicious and indulgent treat! P.S. – You might want a glass of milk – just sayin’! ENJOY!IMG_0963

 

Truth, Stigma and Healing

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This blog is part of my path to health. I am a hot mess – aren’t we all?  I finally realized at 33 that I am not capable of changing how I handle and/or manage my stress. I have always been hard on myself … ALWAYS. Let’s be real, it needs to stop or I will end up teaching my daughters this bad habit.

I am use to dealing with a million things at once; I am a mom of two, best friend to their dad, who owns his own business, and my job requires me to multi-task in several departments. I have stress on a daily basis. We all have our laundry list of daily responsibilities. I always thought I was good at dealing with stress – I honestly thought this with all of my being.

Then it happened. I had a “melt down.” I was sitting at my desk at work tearing up over something I knew wasn’t my fault. I had been snapped at by someone else (who was obviously stressed out also). I was absolutely dumb-founded. I kept replaying the scene over and over and over in my head. What could I have differently? How did I not know ahead of time this would happen? I shouldn’t have said anything. I am so stupid. And around and around it went. I felt like I was vibrating in my own skin. My ears were pounding and I shaking, I felt like the room was closing in on me and I couldn’t breathe. I know now I was the proud owner of my first panic attack.

I called my doctor’s office and they fit me in the next morning. I was nervous at first. I remember thinking geesh, another ailment. Lets add to the list. I wasn’t ashamed to talk to my doctor about my feelings – he is an amazing doctor. He goes out of his way to help me when it comes to thinking outside of the box in regards to not being able to take any kind of pain medicine. The first thing his medical assistant said to me is “Just breathe, it gets better from here.” Wow! So simple and yet so powerful for me.

I have a hard time releasing control. I am in the school of thought that if you want something done right, do it yourself. Sitting in that room, then and there, many memories flooded back to me of times where I chastised myself over and over for something that went wrong – where I felt I had disappointed someone. I knew in that moment I need to let go and let someone else (my doctor) be in charge.

Fast forward to today. People are noticing a difference. My daughters notice a difference. I notice a difference. There is no shame in needing help, regardless of what it is for, and asking for help is truly the first step – AND IT IS A HUGE ONE! Knowing there is a light at the end of a dark tunnel, happiness and smiling is possible, this is relief that you don’t understand until you have been the opposite. I took what my doctor told me to heart and really listened to what he had to say. “There are three types of people with anxiety and depression that receive medicine to help them. One is someone who takes medicine for a time and gets to a point they don’t need it anymore, kind of like a reset. Two is someone who takes medicine for a time, then goes off of it for a time, then back on for a time, and so on. Three is someone who takes medicine for the rest of their life. Is there a right or wrong way to do this? No. Everyone is different and that means their needs are different. Should you try to define yourself as one of the three? No. Just know that whichever third you happen to be, there are others, and that you are trying your best to help yourself into the light.” So I have chosen to breathe, take time each week for myself and not feel guilty, and do what I do best and love … bake.

Pumpkin Chocolate Chip Cookies
Ingredients:
2 1/2 c. AP flour
1 tsp. baking powder
1 tsp. baking soda
2 tsp. pumpkin pie spice
1/2 tsp. salt
1/2 c. unsalted butter, softened
1 1/2 c. granulated sugar
1 c. canned pumpkin puree
1 lg. egg
1 tsp. vanilla extract
1 bag semi-sweet or milk chocolate chips

Directions:
Preheat oven to 350 degrees F. Combine flour, baking powder, baking soda, pumpkin pie spice and salt; set aside. In a med. bowl cream together the butter and sugar. Add pumpkin, egg and vanilla to butter mixture, and beat until creamy. Mix in dry ingredients. Add in chips and stir gently to combined. Drop onto parchment lined cookie sheet (I use a 2 tbsp. cookie scoop). Bake for 15 to 20 mins. in preheated oven.

Turn these into whoopie pies! You can make a simple cream cheese or buttercream frosting, or your favorite whoopie pie filling, and you have a double duty recipe!