Summer is approaching!

It has finally stopped being winter, but I best not say it too loud or it may snow again. It has happened before – that is, it has snowed in the summer before – this is Maine after all.

I was driving to work one morning after dropping my daughter off to school and noticed a homemade stand at the end of a drive way – RHUBARB for sale! I made a note to go back the next day and purchase some from this honor system stand. I love the tartness rhubarb brings to a dish. It is great for pies, jams and my all-time favorite – a church recipe book find – Rhubarb Jiffy Delight (you know the one! Rhubarb, strawberry Jell-O and cake mix dumped into a casserole dish).

My daughters are a huge fan of the old standby Strawberry Rhubarb Pie, so I decided I would treat them, along with my mother and grandmother, to this sweet, yet tart dessert over our long holiday weekend. I didn’t have a lot of time to make this so I opted for a store bought, refrigerated pie dough and I have no shame or apologies for doing so. I thought to make this pie a little more fancy I would do a lattice top instead, that way you can see the gorgeous filling! I also opted to use a non-tapioca recipe. I have used tapioca for many recipes – including my sour cherry bars, but the texture for me is always an issue. The recipe I used didn’t include tapioca, but did use light brown sugar as a sweetener which gave it a nice warm flavor, along with the cinnamon! It is definitely a keeper recipe!

Filling:
3 1/2 c. rough cut rhubarb (around 1/2 in thick)
3 1/2 c. hulled and halved strawberries (if you use frozen strawberries your pie will be juicier)
1/2 c. packed light brown sugar
1/4 c. cornstarch
1 tsp. cinnamon1/2 cup (packed) golden brown sugar
1/4 tsp. salt

13307268_492807374259629_9106570730030854361_nDirections:
Using a 9 in. deep pie plate,  put in bottom crust leaving around a 1/2 in. over hang. Mix all ingredients into a bowl and toss lightly to combine. Spoon filling into the pie plate. Roll out top crust larger than your pie plate to ensure you have enough strips for the lattice ( 12-14 needed). I rolled mine out on parchment and used a pizza cutter to cut my strips. I gently starting latticing being careful not to get the filling all over the top part of the strips. Once latticed, I gently tucked and rolled the edges of the top and bottom crust together, ever so gently pinching them to keep the rolled edge look. I brushed the top with an egg wash (1 egg and a tbsp. of water) to help it turn golden brown. I set this on a parchment lined baking sheet and cooked at 400 degrees F for 25 minutes and then reduced the heat to 350 degrees F and continued to cook for another 1 hour and 30 minutes or until it is golden brown and bubbling. You will want to let this sit until room temp. before cutting into and as with most pies – a scoop of vanilla ice cream tastes great with it! Enjoy!

Making Whoopie!

I LOVE WHOOPIE PIES! I love the messy and ooey-gooey goodness they leave behind on your fingers, which I never waste on a napkin. There possibilities are endless! My new favorite filling, which I used for this batch, is Biscoff cookie spread and Heath Toffee bits. ADDICTING is an understatement.

There is some debate about what makes a whoopie pie a whoopie pie … is it the shape? Is it the consistency? Is the filling wedge between to pieces of cake? Is it the filling itself – fluff and Crisco, an egg white cooked frosting or buttercream?

Whenever I make chocolate whoopie pies I make a double batch of devils food cake, but I reduce the water by 1/4 –  1/2 cup and slightly under bake to ensure that stick to your fingers goodness.

Don’t have the ingredients or time to make them from scratch – don’t sweat it! Use a box mix of devils food cake. When you use 2 boxes of your favorite devils food cake mix,  reduce the water by 1/4 – 1/2 cup and slightly under bake. No one will ever know that you didn’t make them from scratch, and honestly, who cares? If they taste good that is all that matters!!

I always bake my whoopie pies on parchment lined baking sheets and use a small cookie scoop to portion them out. This helps them have that great circle, domed shape. Let them cool slightly and then run a spatula underneath each one. This will help the underneath layer get some air, which will help with you put the filling on, as it won’t be so tacky.

For the filling I grabbed two jars of Biscoff smooth spread and one bag of Heath toffee chips. I scrapped out every bit of spread into a mixing bowl, dumped in the entire bag of toffee chips and 1 1/2 of cups of powdered sugar. This amount of powdered sugar does not add too much sweetness or dull the flavor of the Biscoff spread – it merely adds structure to the spread so it doesn’t seep off the sides of the whoopie pie.

When placing the filling on the whoopies pies, I leave them on the parchment paper – I do not hold them or they will stick to your hands and you risk the cake crumpling in your hand. I find it easiest to put your filling into a piping bag and using a large round tip pipe the filling onto one side and then top with the other side. If you don’t have one then just get a heaping amount onto a butter knife and plop it in the center and gently spread the filling outward.

13244867_10103037613125799_4870923169661323086_nAfter I have made all my whoopie pies, I eat one. Someone has to do quality control! It’s a downright dirty job, but I will suck it up every time and eat one! Believe me, with this filling you will too!

 

Salty & Sweet!

CHAOS! A hamster running on a wheel going over and over the same information. It can be something small that just gets stuck in my head and even though the rational part of me knows that between the hours of 11 p.m. and 3 a.m. nothing can be solved (usually), but I still dwell. The remedy usually comes in the form of using my hands to create a delicious treat. It soothes my soul, quiets my mind and gives me peace – even if just for a few hours.

I knew this week that I had been craving something salty and sweet – not just salted caramel, but I wanted MORE! Since I already had pretzels and kettle corn, and chocolate, heavy cream, caramels, sweetened condensed milk, butter and more – I knew I could bang out a batch of cupcakes in no time. The creative team at my work has been slammed the past few weeks. They bust their asses on a daily basis and are asked for more favors than most people I know in our work place – they deserve the enjoy my salty and sweet treats!

For these cupcakes I made a basic chocolate cupcakes from Betty Crocker, only I made them with dark chocolate cocoa powder. You can also use a box mix – THERE IS NO SHAME IN CHEATING WHEN IT COMES TO BAKING/COOKING! I filled them with a basic and quick salted caramel (consisting of melting 2 bags of Werther’s soft caramels and 1 can of sweetened condensed milk, and adding crushed sea salt to taste) and topped them with chocolate ganache (1 bag of dark chocolate chips and 1 sm. container of heavy cream – melted until smooth. I let this batch of ganache sit in the fridge to cool and whipped just before it set so it had the consistency of mousse rather than frosting). Then came the fun part – I broke up a few small pretzels to top half and opened a bag of Smartfood Kettle Corn mini bag to top the other half.

Sometimes it is the littlest and easiest detail that really makes things look like you slaved FOREVER on something that really took less than an hour. Google Images can provide you some great ideas! Put in something simple  – chocolate and caramel or brownies and cookie spread or fruit and chocolate. Skim through the images and see what catches your eye! A lot of times things only look detail or hard – don’t just a book by it’s cover. Don’t just overlook something because you think it my take too long or be too hard – you just never know what you might be missing!

 

 

Baking is LOVE made visible – Unknown

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Not everything I make needs to have an occasion. I had this talk with my daughter last night. She kept asking, “Is it someone’s birthday?” “Is someone paying you to make these?” “Why are you making sweets?” My responses were, “No, No and Do I need to have a reason?”

Many times I do make things for co-workers and/or friends birthdays because who doesn’t like to be treated to something delicious and slightly over the top for their birthday? Who am I kidding – any day really! My co-workers are spoiled when it comes to goodies. I usually try my best to bring enough for the whole class, and  yes, there are times that I just treat one department.

I bake for many reasons, but the end result is always the same – something created with love. As cliche as it may sound it is very true. I LOVE to bake. I LOVE the way my mind can find a calm and peace,  and my hands take over the thinking and creating. I LOVE the smells that take over the kitchen. Baking takes over all of your senses and can transport you to another time and place.

Baking and cooking is just one of the many ways I show family and friends my love and appreciation for them.

Chocolate EXPLOSION!

When I ask someone what sweet they want I will usually take their idea and expand on it to make it slightly more decadent. I don’t necessarily do this on purpose, but I mean come on, if you are going to stuff your face, why not make it an AMAZING FACE STUFFING EXPERIENCE? It really seems like a no brainer.

That being said, when I asked Pattie what she wanted as her going away sweet, she responded with, “Something chocolate.” In my mind I heard so much chocolate that my mouth will explode. So that is what I created.

A chocolate cake with chocolate ganache between the two layers, frosted with chocolate buttercream, surrounded in Kit Kats, topped with more chocolate ganache and Ferrero Rochers. Oh yeah, and a ribbon – because it’s much prettier that way (and keeps the Kit Kats from falling off en route).

Good luck Pattie! You will be missed, but I am sure we will see your smiling face in the office often!

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Cookie Spread!

IMG_1803I have found two types of people – people who go gaga over cookie spread and those who look at you with a blank stare because they have never heard of it (I know what you’re thinking … how can someone not know what it is!?!). Regardless of which category you fall into it, I have found a recipe to feed your addiction or to start one!

My daughter was home sick on Monday with a stomach virus that has been running amok in our school. She was laying on the couch curled up in a ball watching a movie. I had already done the dishes, tidy up the house, vacuumed and taken down the Christmas tree – don’t judge. Side note: having a fake tree enables me to keep it up longer. I don’t apologize for this by any means … I love to decorate my tree to make it look pretty and the lights on at night is just too pretty to only have up for a few days.  So since I had exhausted my ideas to entertain myself while my daughter was sick I decided to make brownies. I felt slightly bad about this since I knew she couldn’t eat any of the brownies I was going to make, but assured her I wouldn’t bring them to work so that she could enjoy them when she was feeling better.

I had some extra Biscoff spread from Christmas treats that I had been saving for just the right recipe. So I turned to my good friend Google and searched Biscoff spread brownies. There were a ton of different recipes. Blondies made with the spread incorporated, brownies with a Biscoff spread frosting, layered brownies, the list goes on and on, but one photo caught my eye! http://www.biscoff.com/create/recipes/195/fudgy-biscoff-swirl-brownies

Oh my goodness! AMAZING! The brownies are thick and fudge – and moist! The swirled spread on top pushes this one over the edge into a you can’t just stop at one even though they are decedent and delicious! You will not regret trying this recipe!

Marshmallow Popcorn

While shopping for a holiday party, my daughter and I were discussing her birthday cake and party. She had decided to have friends over for pizza, a movie, popcorn with candy and cake! We saw cute tall plastic bags that had printing to make them look like old style popcorn boxes and next to them we saw large plastic tubs made to also look like popcorn boxes. Inspiration hit and I knew I had to make a “popcorn cake!”

IMG_1463When thinking about making popcorn for the top I immediately thought of mini marshmallows. I bought a bag and went to work. I took each one and cut the top in a cross hair pattern about a 1/4 to 1/2 way down, which made them look like molars!! Not exactly what I needed for this cake, but who knows what I might need in the future!

IMG_1464I pinched the bottom where it wasn’t cut and twisted which made them puff slightly where it was cut. On some I pulled the cut ends a little more apart to give variation to each “kernel.” Grab a marshmallow, cut, pinch, pull, repeat. Once I had enough to create the illusion of a mound of popcorn, I added a layer of fresh buttercream to the top of the cake to ensure the pieces would stick to the cake. To give it some color I took some yellow gel food coloring and put some in a dish with a touch of water to make it easier to paint onto the marshmallows. I did try the liquid food coloring first, and even with water, it looked more orange than yellow. I randomly picked pieces to color, and the end result was amazing!

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‘Tis the season!

IMG_1472 (1)My oldest turned 12 a few days ago. After talking about Christmas and trying to make present wish lists, we got on the topic of how much stuff we really have and how a lot of it doesn’t get used. We are those parents that have in years past gone through all the girls things and gotten rid of stuff to make room for all the birthday and Christmas presents that would make their way into our home. So, long story short, my oldest daughter decided for her birthday she wanted to have friends come over and watch a movie, play, eat popcorn, candy and cake (of course it had to look like a box of popcorn!), and just have a fun time. She also decided that she didn’t want her family and friends to give her gifts for her birthday. She wanted them to give her money, that she would then purchase gifts for The Angel Tree at our local Walmart. So she called her grandparents and told her request for her birthday and we made sure on all her invitations for her friends to let them know she didn’t want presents, but for them to help her in making her birthday wish a reality.

IMG_1479 (1)After one busy day preparing, one evening full of laughter and giggles, she came away with $280 graciously given by family and friends to spend on others for Christmas.

IMG_1471 (1).JPGThe next day we put out the invite to join us shopping for The Angel Tree and thankfully one of her friends was able to go! She and her friend picked out several tags and we went on the hunt to find the items. The first tag the girls saw I think really make an impact on them – it was for a Christmas dinner for a family of four. My daughter was so saddened that a child’s wish for Christmas – instead of cool toy – was merely a family dinner. They each grabbed one. They were able to purchase cologne, many toys, a car seat, a children’s play kitchen, two gift certificates for Christmas dinners and a child’s “couch” that unfolds to become “bed.” The entire time we were in the store, not once did they look at other toys on the shelves or make comments about items that they would like or want. The mission was clear – give to others.

IMG_1475 (1)At the register Kailee was proud to pay for all the items in their very full cart. I realized at check out that I had forgotten to throw a roll of tape in my purse so that we could attach the tags to each gift. I asked they clerk if she thought the service desk would lend us tape and was assured they would. As we stood in line at customer service a clerk came over and asked if we had a few items for the Angel Tree because she could help us with them. Her mouth dropped when she was told that the entire cart was for The Angel Tree and Kailee explained about her birthday request. The clerk immediately gave Kailee a big hug and thanked her and her friend, Olivia, for being so kind-hearted. We then went to pick up a few groceries and while we were in line paying for my items, the same clerk came up and asked to borrow the girls. They followed her back to the service desk where they were praised for their good deed by several employees – it truly was a group effort that made this possible!

Giving Thanks

IMG_1343Sometimes it is hard to see beyond the end of our own nose. We don’t do it on purpose. Life is chaotic – for everyone. I consider any day that I can get my oldest daughter ready for school without out her forgetting something and me getting to work on time a good one! I would be thrilled if that were my biggest problem in a day, but it isn’t. I have been very fortunate (even with some of the curve balls thrown at me) to be able to keep my head above water. I have an awesome support system that I am super grateful for.

I often wonder what it would be like if when my life is on high tilt and I feel like I am going in 20 different directions at once if life just went on automatic slo-mo. This way I would be forced to realize what is in front of me at any given moment. I try to actively keep this in mind, so that on crazy busy days I take a few moments to take a breath and appreciate what it around me and how my life is truly blessed.

Silver linings aren’t too hard to find if you just make time to look for them. Life could always be a little more difficult and busy. There have been times when we have struggled and the community we live in has helped – sometimes without us even knowing before hand. My oldest daughter was born in December, and the year she was born someone in our town put our name in at the local church and we came home one night to a bag of baby supplies and toys, along with a box full of food to make a Christmas dinner. I was blown away. Someone saw us as a young family getting started and thought they might be able to help us during that holiday season, and we were very appreciative. We knew we would be going to our families house for dinner and that someone else could really use that dinner – that was the first year I donated to Manna (http://www.mannamaine.org/pantry-kitchen/pantry-kitchen).

Every year since I have donated money when our local radio station does a turkey drive with all donations going to Manna, which helps fill local food pantries and serves meals to those in need. I know that my kids will have a hot meal every night, not just on holidays, and that they don’t have to worry about what they will have for their next meal – or if there will even be a meal. We also do the Stamp Out Hunger food drive through the postal service, and other events throughout the year, along with donations to other entities. I also know that in the grand scheme of things, my little donations aren’t much, but when a community comes together it can turn into something amazing!

In the spirit of giving and saying thank you, I decided I would bring a sweet treat, along with my donation, to the local DJs this year and say thank you for what they do each year to help raise awareness of hunger in our community and help Manna meet their goal. They have spent three days in the local Hannaford parking lot to collect turkeys. I hope they enjoy the cheesecake with strawberry sauce!

Friendship

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I hear her laugh and I immediately smile. I can hear the smile in her voice and even if I am not in sight of her, I know her smile is from ear to ear. I love that for every serious photo she takes there are 20 that have some goofy expression or her tongue sticking out. She is one of the most sincere people I have ever met and her hard work and dedication are to be admired. SHE IS THE BEST HUGGER EVER and her freckles … adorable!

When I found out Michele was engaged I couldn’t have been happier for her. She was absolutely glowing. I knew before she started planning that her wedding would be gorgeously planned and stunningly beautiful – she is a graphic designer after all – and I knew she would put that flourish into every part of her wedding planning.

During this time my relationship with Michele grew so much, we became more than just work friends. I went with her to see the wedding gown she had picked out and I watched her transform as she walked out with that gown on. I got to meet her wedding planner and shop for wedding decorations and ideas. My good friend and co-worker, Mariza, and I were asked to put our baking skills to the test; we were asked to bake for the wedding. Michele’s wedding colors were orange and navy blue, so we made blueberry cobbler and peach cobbler. Mariza and I spent several hours one evening testing recipes and coming up with a plan to feed 150+ people cobbler. The night before the wedding we went to Michele’s house and took over her kitchen! There are a handful of times I have made something and really poured my heart and soul into it, and this one of those times.

Mariza and I drove down the coast of Maine with my girls first thing the morning of the wedding so that the cobbler could be delivered to the venue before the celebrations began. We put our heads together and managed to fit many, many dishes of cobbler into the back of Mariza’s Jeep. Since we were early to the wedding and after sneaking peeks of the tent where the reception was being held- it was breathtakingly beautiful and elegant – we decided to wander the roads for a bit. We ended up in Blue Hill and we were pulled into the charming shop of Black Dinah Chocolatiers Tasting Room.

My girls were captivated by the amazing smells as we walked through the shop. There items for sale, along with goodies for sale. Mariza and I each decided on a molasses cookie half dipped in dark chocolate. I never would have thought of this combination on my own. It was amazing. That warm spicy flavor of the cookie, with it’s soft and chewy texture, mixed with the smooth and rich flavor of the dark chocolate. AMAZING! I was hooked.

My relationship with Michele continues to grow, like any great friendship does. Her outlook on life, her zest for enjoying what life has to offer, and her beautiful, encouraging soul has made me a better person. I love laughing with her, swapping random funny photos found on the internet, and watching her grow as a mommy to a beautiful baby boy, with the most adorable curly red hair. Thank you Michele for alway encouraging me and being there to listen. My courage to start this blog and let it take me where it may, is in part from you and your love! XOXO

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Betty Crocker Molasses Cookies
INGREDIENTS:
1 c. packed brown sugar
3/4 c. shortening
1/4 c. molasses
1 egg
2 1/4 c. AP flour
2 tsp. baking soda
1 tsp. ground cinnamon
1 tsp. ground ginger
1/2 tsp. ground cloves
1/4 tsp. salt
3 tbsp. granulated sugar

DIRECTIONS:
Heat oven to 325°F. In large bowl, beat brown sugar, shortening, molasses and egg with electric mixer on medium speed, or mix with spoon. Stir in remaining ingredients except granulated sugar. Shape dough by rounded tablespoonfuls into 1 1/2-inch balls. Dip tops into granulated sugar. On ungreased cookie sheet, place balls, sugared sides up, about 2 inches apart. Bake 13 to 16 minutes or just until set and cookies appear dry. Immediately remove from cookie sheet to cooling rack. After the cookies have cooled slightly I take a bag of dark chocolate chips and slowly melt them down. You can do this in 30 second bursts in the microwave or using a double-boiler on the stove. Just make sure to keep stirring so that you don’t burn your chocolate. Gently dip cookies half way  and place on parchment paper for setting. Try not to eat them all at once!